Relationship Connection: I can’t be at my son’s wedding with my ex-husband


I have been divorced for 20 years. The pain inflicted on me still stays with me after 20 years. I had to manage my two young children with a low income by myself with occasional threats from him. There was zero father love from him plus emotionally poisoning the children with lies about me.

One of my sons is getting married in a few months. My son is going to invite my ex-husband to the wedding and have him sit at the same table with me. I have told my son I am not attending if his father is attending. My son got annoyed and said I am threatening him and having a pity party. I’m terribly upset and feeling a sense of betrayal.

I spent years raising my children having to sacrifice my best years, devoting everything to them, and now it’s all down the drain. I realize I have no support and my children do not understand the pain that was so deep. Please help. I have no one to turn to.


I recognize that none of this seems fair. You put in all of the hard work raising your son into a man and then your ex-husband gets to swoop in and receive recognition as the father. No one will know the real story and it will be painful for you to watch the hypocrisy.

Obviously, your son can’t understand what this is like for you. He doesn’t even know the full story. All he knows is that he wants the two people who gave him life at the same wedding to celebrate this important milestone in his life.

You sacrificed a lot for your kids while you were raising them. As painful as this is to say, I need you to see that the sacrifice doesn’t stop once they leave the home. They are still your children and they still need you to sacrifice for them. I realize it’s a lot to ask because you really want them to understand what you’ve done for them all of these years.

Your son needs you to put aside your hurt and bitterness for one evening so you can show up as the mother that he honors and loves. I know it just doesn’t seem fair that the uninvolved father gets to have a place at the table. You know the truth about the situation, as does your son. His father wasn’t available to him growing up. However, he still wants him there.

You don’t have to defend or prove anything. Your sacrifices and legacy are written in the hearts and minds of your children. You can show up that evening knowing that you were the one who was there for them all of those lonely days and nights. This is a deep satisfaction that only you will feel. His father will feel something different. He might lie to himself and others pretending that he was more involved in his son’s life. You stay in the truth and the light and you will have peace.

This won’t be the last time that your ex-husband shows up at family events. When there are grandchildren, parties and other gathering times, you will have to face him. He can’t hurt you. You have succeeded in raising your children and launching them into the world.

If it helps you feel more comfortable, ask your son to seat you separately from his father at the table. You might even bring a friend to keep you company so you don’t have to feel so vulnerable. Do what you need to do so the night can be a success. Go and own your rightful place as the mother who did something difficult and magnificent by giving your life for your children.


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Geoff Steurer is a licensed marriage and family therapist in private practice in St. George, Utah. He specializes in working with couples in all stages of their relationships. The opinions stated in this article are solely his and not those of St. George News.

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  • anybody home March 23, 2016 at 5:48 pm

    Dear Mom. This is not about you. This is about your son and his bride and their wedding. You’re not the first ex who has had to put with the kid’s dad on the big day. My daughter insisted that her dad – who sounds something like your ex – walk me down the aisle. Which he did, being a jerk the whole way. But what you do is put on your prettiest smile and do this for your son. He’ll remember you for how you behave either way – do you want him to remember you as the wicked witch on his wedding day or as his gracious, loving mother? Your choice.

  • Proud Rebel March 23, 2016 at 8:24 pm

    For heaven’s sake, woman, put on your big girl panties and show some maturity. Carrying all this bitterness for twenty years is hurting no one but you. Get past it.

  • ladybugavenger March 23, 2016 at 9:13 pm

    Don’t go!

  • .... March 24, 2016 at 8:23 am

    I’m going to Walmart they have a sale on socks this week

  • 42214 March 24, 2016 at 8:14 pm

    Do everyone a favor and don’t go. Now wasn’t that easy.

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